Red In the Eyes,Dead With the Lies.

To the Guy On Facebook Who Said My Band Sucks - Falling Into Your Grave

Your words are meaningless, let us see what you’ve got.
Let me see you dance in the acid rain,
I wanna watch you burn.
I need to feel you yearn for a sign to make it stop.
But it won’t stop until you drop-
Dead!

Judgement will be cast, we can all see your past.
Vengeance will be hell, and I’ll make sure it lasts.
You’re stepping out of line, you’re cutting it close.
You need reality, and in a large dose.

How do you look down on me when I am above you in all ways?
What gave you the idea that anyone cares about what you have to say?
Your voice is a blur, your life is a joke.
Your ego is a hoax that needs to be exposed.
Your arguments are flawed, they make my skin crawl.

Terrible words geared at my existence,
I’m perplexed by your persistence,
Despite all of the resistance,
Can’t you see you’re undesired?
You’re just trying to keep a dying fire alive.
You are troubled, traumatized, it’s so obvious.

You’re gonna fall and crash, like a broken bird.
You cannot tell me what I’ve heard.
This will once more be your end.
Now you see you’ve lost a friend.

Don’t stare at me with those dying eyes,
I don’t want to hear your useless cries.
I’ve gone on too long without you,
You mean nothing to me.
I hold grudges babe,
So don’t expect a clean escape.

I’m not afraid anymore, to call you out on your bullshit.
You’re ruined fuck!

Saiyrah, You Had It Coming - Falling Into Your Grave

I said it once, fuck your decisions.

You pissed on my dreams, my desires, and everything else.
I tried so hard, I tore out my soul.
But my effort expired.
I’ll break every seam.
Now I’m stuck in a hole,
The darkness caught up,
You’re shit out of luck.
‘Cause I’m coming for you!

I’m so tired of handling this pain,
I’m losing control, I’m drowning in shame.
Please make the rain go away, I’ve lost the values I once held so dear.
What has happened to me, where is the cheer?
All I see are tears, from every side of the war.
Let me break this routine, I need to get far away.
From you.

How could you make the choice to break my heart?
Why would you ever think to leave my life?
Have you not learned anything from the past?
I told you not to think so rash,
Or else you would surely crash.
Now you’re falling apart and there’s no one to save you now.

I feel sorry for you sometimes,
Sometimes, I look back and regret the damage I caused.
But the burden is too much of a damn loss.
No one was thinking of the cost.

You’ve been exiled.
I called you out on your lies,
And crushed your heart with my heart.
But no one understands the underlying purpose of it all.
You ruined fuck, you ruined fuck.
To open up your eyes and make you see the light.

I tried so hard to save you, despite the hatred taking over.
Your precious smile is an ancient artifact.
Ill-mannered words shouted across the room,
Unstable emotions invade my security.
You hypocrite, don’t victimize yourself.
I swear this love will be my tomb.
But this will reach the world!

The storm brewing inside my head is heading for you.
The rage building up inside my heart is waiting for you.
I trust you won’t leave me hanging.

We fight, it never ends, for we’ve no shame.
We fight, it never ends, for we’ve no shame.
We fight, it never ends, for we’ve no shame.
When will this war seize?

.. This is no armistice!
It’s a day I won’t miss,
It’s the day I fall below recovery,
Under all the injustice and mockery.
This is low, lower than all crimes.
This is the epitome of the hatred I’ve held inside over time.

Memos and Afterthoughts from a Nostalgic Conversation - Falling Into Your Grave

“Would you ever go back?”
“What is it that you lack?”
Ever stumbled on thoughts that trigger nostalgic moments,
Where you think, “How could this have gone if there were different circumstances?”

If you could return to a certain time with knowledge of what you know now,
The question isn’t if you would change things,
Because the answer is clear,
The real question is how you would approach the situation.
Maybe grow some appreciation towards life.

I bring myself close to tears when I over think and over analyze.
I think of all the hellos and goodbyes,
Of the beautiful ignorance I once had.

I wouldn’t be so exhausted,
My mind, heart, and body would be cleansed.
The depression and never-ending loneliness I’ve grown accustomed to,
Could be abolished and replaced by endless joy and no more woe.

Maybe it’s not a yearning for the past as much as a fear of the future.
I always wonder what’ll become of me,
Will I die a meaningless death, never be successful in life?
I can’t bear that thought in my head at the moment.
After all this strife,
I hope to go somewhere.
Somewhere I’m accepted and cherished and loved.

It’s too much, maybe a rest is what I need.
Time moves too quickly, I’m frail, I can’t keep up.
I can never enjoy what I have because before I know it;
It’s gone.

I can’t defend myself from these thoughts, time waits for no man.
You can live in the past, but it’s a memory set on repeat.
Everybody has moved forward,
You’ll die in an infinite loop.

With that said:
If I had the chance to return to the past, if I had the knowledge of my future.
I wouldn’t change it, I just wouldn’t think so rash.

Run Because It’s All You Know - Falling Into Your Grave

You avoid the question at hand,
I ask why you did it and you almost killed me.
It’s so hard to keep my head cool when I’m talking to a wall.
I already feel alone and your distance only makes it worse.

I should be happy for you,
But I’m only hurting myself more.
Why can’t I be satisfied with life?
I’m so selfish, don’t think of others, too busy thinking of how I can succeed.
I can’t look to the future anymore, I’ve lost sight of what I want.

Define friendship: come back when you can’t.
It’s a hard concept to understand,
But when you forget,
You’ll see everyone at a more realistic level.

I can’t hold down this emotion: a mix of distress, choler, and confusion.

I’m sorry for making you cry, and I’m sorry for being a bother.
I wish I was what you wanted, I wish you would change your mind.
I’m sorry for taking you for granted, everyone.

It’s falling apart, what we never had.
It’s getting late, too late for words.
I swear, day by day, I’m going mad.

You’re a cowardly excuse for a friend.
It’s time that I sever every tie I had with you.
You ruined my heart, you dug a hole so deep.
It can’t be filled with anything, no room for joy, just a void.
Life has become so bitter, I’m a quitter.
I’m a ruined fuck, I couldn’t phase you.
I couldn’t reach you, I couldn’t have you.

This song is for you, you broken fool.
Wallowing in your own self-pity.
You’re a tool, you let your emotions control you.
Your past has you stringed like a puppet.
Oh, darling you cannot deny,
That you acted impulsively and only deteriorated the already corroding friendship we had.

We said the wrong things and made the wrong reactions.
My life is slowly becoming irrelevant,
And I’m beginning to fade from the memories of everything I once held dear to me.

I set my self up for failure, giving myself false hope.
For a future that’ll never happen.
Living in a past set on repeat.
I can’t keep this message short and neat.
I’m a mess and I can’t hold myself together.
I’m just so sorry for fucking up my chance to happiness.
One that I never had.
I’m just a young lad, waiting for something.
Expecting nothing. I set myself up for failure.

Goodbye..

A Letter to My Lover - Falling Into Your Grave

I’m being torn apart by my own thoughts, by my own feelings.
I’m slowly dying at the cost of living.
What do I live for anyway?
Just so I can kneel before a broken dream?

I need to make peace with you.
It’s an ongoing war, fighting for who has the last word.
Gruesome battles to see who hurts more.
Our spirits are low, but our will to fight never bores.
Why is there no morale to love?
Why is there no progress towards rebuilding?
Take the leap of faith, give me a chance.
War never changes, internal or external.
It destroys everything in its path.
Surely, we’ve all felt its wrath.

You couldn’t confront me, I couldn’t give you comfort.
If only I could impress you as well as I depress you.
I wouldn’t have to repress all these feelings, I’d express them for you my darling, you hear?

She said, “this isn’t a what a friend would do.”
My dear, I’m only trying to help us, to prevent all of these mishaps and painful encounters.
Tell me again, what does heartbreak feel like?
Did it destroy you when it struck?

Death is slowly creeping towards me,
Everyday feels like an endless staircase,
A dark, long, suspenseful, race.
If I’m not here tomorrow, remember to remember who exhausted their spirit to be with you.

The resentment drives me,
Sets me apart, from the rest.
I swear it must be a test.
A joke almost, my morals are being mocked.
We’re stuck at a gridlock.
We’ll see who breaks first.

Man oh man, I’ve been stabbed in the back one too many times,
I guess I forgot to read in between the lines,
While you got away with the crime,
That shattered my heart into pieces.

I said, “Darling, I could tell you what heartbreak is, but you’ve yet to know what suffering is.”

Don’t deceive me or you’ll be the next I hate,
The words I use are just the bait.
Do they work, do you love me, or did they just push you away?

Cynicism doesn’t look too well on you dear,
I know we won’t work, it brings me to tears.
But no need to remind me with the contradicting words you have to offer.

It’s the fear that holds you back.
Fear of the past, fear of the future.
You don’t prioritize your thoughts and your time. You’re so unsure.
You don’t think of the present, your current state.
You won’t make it out alive at that rate.

Fake Friends and Love Notes - Falling Into Your Grave

Savage!
Scavenge through empty rooms,
Transcend above the gloom.
Prepare for impending doom.
Ravage the supply barracks,
Searching for that feeling,
Find that emotion of healing.

Old friends, lost words.
Old notes, torn paper.
Old flames, scorched earth.
Your voice left unheard.
This is my world.

Liar!
Live regretting your actions,
With being kicked from your faction.
The shame of never achieving desires,
You’re guilty, you’re broken and tired.

Don’t panic now, it’s not the worst part,
I’ll be here to mend your heart.
Undeserving friends will come and go,
Turning their backs and betrayal is low.
Friend, you’ve got a lot to understand,
In this world of burning sand.
In the meantime, stay close and alive,
Run, hide, I don’t care,
For I’ll carry the weight of your burdens.

Traitor!
I’ll save you now for later,
You’ll come to feel my wrath.
I’ll be sure it’s the last-
Time anyone crosses me.
I’ll bring you to your knees.
There’ll be no mercy for your crimes.
For your lies!
For the waste of time!

Broken dreams, lots of tears.
Unfulfilled desires, no more cheer.
Endless problems, no one hears.
Unfaithful friends, so much fear.

Lover!
You left me here to die,
You severed every tie.
I was saved through sheer evil,
They all turned their head, now it’s my turn.
I swear, you’re all going to pay.
You’ll have no say.

Don’t lose hope now, you’re almost there,
I’ll be the one who cares.
There’s no one here to share the pain with,
True friendship must be a myth.
Lover, there’s so much more you’ve yet to see.
Let me guide you, I’ll be the key.
Yearn for truth and understanding,
Instead of love and hatred.

Savior!
I’ve lost sight of my beliefs.
I must seize my mind, before I go insane.
I need your help, lend me a hand.
One last time, save me once more.
All my problems reached my core.
They’re here to steal my soul,
It’s all taking its toll..

Let go of the past,
Please don’t think so rash.
Silence has never hurt anyone,
This is a situation where you just have to run.

Song of the Fallen Hero - Falling Into Your Grave

You haven’t seen heartless yet,
But it’s time to place your bets:
You won’t make it out alive.
I’ll kill you with my words,
I’ll make my voice heard.
I’ve no time for meddling with the weak.
I’ve reached hatred’s peak.
I’m an assassin at mind.
And I won’t mind killing you.

I want harmony, I want silence.
Everyone around me leaves,
It’s not always my fault.
I swear it’s the voices in my head,
Coming out and telling them to go.
I won’t stop until this room is red.

He finally broke down and snapped.
The trance he was in, was over.
His suffering had ended.
All bonds he had, he severed.
He lives only for himself now.
He fell down a path best suited for him.
There was no turning back.
He was going through it all alone,
But this was no new feeling.
As no one was there for him,
Before he made the choice,
That changed his life.

Everything changes tonight,
They’ll all wonder where he went.

Let’s start the bloodshed!

I am hope. I am pain. I am hate. I am love.
I am the darkness in your heart, the sadness in your soul.
I am the solution. I am your weakness.
I’m the light when things are bleak,
I am the shaking of your hands, the trembling of your legs.
I am the hot rainy days in spring.
I am the wind on a clear autumn night.
I can be your hero, a martyr at best.

It goes to show how I get to you,
Do my words pierce your skull?
Dwell in the depths of your mind?
Haunting and torturing you as you attempt to function?
Inscribing a piece of me into your heart?

I am an echo in the distance. I am a fire in the woods. I am the one who could, but never really tried.

I am the tears in your eyes, I am the lies you have told. I will be your grave.. I am the center of your existence.

Mindless, Selfish Love - Falling Into Your Grave

“Just fall in love with me,”
Said he.
“I can’t, for I do not share the feelings you have, I’m sorry,”
Said she.
He cried, he shouted, he wrote, and he silenced.
She asked, “what’s wrong, what’s with this violence?!”
“I’m fine, I’m fine, you could never understand,”
He was possessed by something,
It destroyed what he stood for,
The peace that he preached.
It was out of his reach.

They fought and they argued,
For months to come.
“But for what?” he wondered.
The lovers they were,
The feelings unheard.
Best friends she thought,
But he had no interest in such a small title.
Oh, he wanted more.
The desire which couldn’t be fulfilled.

The cracks ran down his heart,
The hatred snuck in,
It changed him,
For better or for worse.
He shattered every tie,
He conquered all the lies.

Promises made,
Such a long wait.
Promises broken,
Abandonment, heartaches.

But there’s a love there, he assured.
He persevered.
There must be, he’s been through so much.
Why stop at friends?
Why let it be the end..

There’s no excuse for his hostility,
There’s no excuse for her deceit.
There’s no way it’s “just friends,”
There’s no way he’s given up.

“The perfect couple,”
Exclaimed all.
But they knew nothing of the conflict between them.
Maybe they could be,
If given a chance.
He never made a stance,
And set his feet on solid ground,
To steal her breath away.

Now he just wants her out of his life,
All of the strife,
All of the courage and feelings,
Were meaningless.

She doesn’t notice,
She doesn’t care.

She feels worthless,
He feels used.
She is confused.
“Why can’t he settle down?”
It’s infatuation, pure and raw.
It’s the reality of it all.
He feels like he must have her,
For without her, his life is incomplete.
Just a record on repeat.